The weather's turning again.
I Love it.
This time last year was a strange time in my life. I had some of my best and worst days ever last fall/winter.
I look at how far I've come:
No job
No girlfriend
Not in school
Living with my parents
Yet for the first time in a very long time I am happy. Honestly happy, not because I am pleased with my current situation. But because I am happy with the person I am.
Not that I think I am perfect; I can still be an insensitive jerk, I still make foolish choices, I still have a lot of improvements to make.
But still I am happy. My joy is not in others or in my situation.
My situation could change any day, for better or worse. New friends and old friendships renewed may grow or fade.
But still I am happy.
If you're expecting a profound reasoning to my new found joy, I guess you'll have to read my next blog. Because I don't have one. When I do I'll be sure to let you know.
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