Monday, August 10, 2009

April 9, 2007 - Pocket Lent

hi, i know we haven't talked in a while. i'm sorry about that. after not talking to you for so long i just don't know where to start.
i've been to your house the last couple of weeks, but i couldn't get up the courage to talk to you.
you know i've never observed lent. i've always thought about it but never had the willpower to do it. although this year i finally gave up on some things i've held on to for so long.

The end of the something i did not want to end,
Begining of hard times to come.
But something that was not meant to be is done,
And this is the start of what was.


i've finally managed to let go of the self-loathing and misery that have been my companions for so long. and they've been well replaced.
old relationships have been renewed
new relationships have begun (thank you)
damage relationships have been mended
a few have been scarred anew, but i pray those scars won't last long.
most of all i pray that i don't go back to my my old addictions.
anyway i just wanted to take a chance to thank you.

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