i'm planning on trying a new church on sunday. i haven't been to church for a couple months now. i tried going a few times since i've been home, but it never felt right. at the church i'd been going to before i left for iraq people asked me if i was home from college. nice to know they cared enough to know where i actually was. and the pastor said some things that really offened me. another church i attended on sunday nights had hurt someone i care alot about. i even tried going to my parents church, but although i'm friends with quite a few people there i never felt quite right.
i haven't been going anywhere because i told myself i needed to figure out what it means to be a good christian for myself. and not be told what that is. but i think a big part of it was i had not been to church in over a year and rarely spent time talking with God or reading the Bible. so when i did go i felt a bit like a stranger in His house.
hopefully things will go better this sunday.
i saw some lightning, i think it's gonna rain again.
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